Just a Bit Dirty (Straight Guys Book 10) by Alessandra Hazard

Author:Alessandra Hazard [Hazard, Alessandra]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: straight guys book 10
Published: 2019-12-13T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 12

Miles had never felt like this.

He had no idea anymore what was going on between him and Ian, but he felt… he felt giddy, smiling into space, dropping things, and just being generally stupid. Rationally, he knew he had nothing to feel giddy about. Whatever this thing was, it was too fragile and uncertain. Downright crazy. Ian had made it clear that he thought it had been a mistake, and rationally, Miles knew there were countless reasons why this was a terrible idea.

But he still couldn’t banish the warm, giddy feeling whenever he thought of Ian’s arms around him, his blue eyes, his mouth, his scent. Fuck, his scent. Miles had never really noticed how people smelled, but Ian’s earthy, masculine scent made him want to bury his nose against Ian’s throat, his armpit, his crotch, and just breathe.

Part of him couldn’t believe his own thoughts. He’d always made fun of his siblings and in-laws for the besotted way they behaved around their significant others, and now he was acting far worse than them, over a man who wasn’t his and never would be his. Over a man who was from a different world.

Ian was a successful businessman, a billionaire, a CEO of multiple corporations, a real grown-up eleven years his senior. Ian was a straight man, the heir to an old, powerful family, and one of the most eligible bachelors in the country. He no doubt had hundreds of women lining up to be the next Mrs. Caldwell.

Miles was just some confused British student who wasn’t even sure what his sexuality was. At this point, he hoped he was gay or bi, and not demisexual, because that would mean he was already in too deep if even thinking about Ian aroused him now. It wasn’t encouraging that there was an element of complete trust and security that attracted him to Ian.

Fuck, he needed to get a grip. This was hopeless. Pointless. This wasn’t some kind of gay Cinderella story. This wasn’t going anywhere. Ian Caldwell was his boss. He had hired Miles to care for his little son, not to pine for him during his working hours.

Caring for said son wasn’t actually easy that morning. Liam was unusually bad-tempered, throwing temper tantrums for no reason and not listening to a word Miles said. He still talked, but he was far less talkative than the previous day, mostly using monosyllabic answers whenever Miles attempted to engage the boy in conversation.

Thankfully, Liam was in a much better mood after his afternoon nap. The little monster from the morning was gone, replaced by the quiet, affectionate boy Miles had come to adore. He would never understand kids, Miles concluded, shaking his head in bemusement but immensely relieved.

Encouraged by Liam’s good mood, he finally decided to broach the subject Ian had talked to him about last evening before… before they got distracted.

Miles cleared his throat and focused his gaze on Liam.

“Your dad loves you very much,” he started in his calmest voice.

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